Cliff

Do you care about anyone other than yourself
or do you always pretend to
Do you take pleasure in tricking me into believing that you'll stay
or is the pleasure you get caused by the fact that you know you will leave
Have you always acted out
searched for answers at the bottom of the bottle
It seems sad now, how little I knew you
Tell me, were you the one that was cheap or was it me

Did I always change so fast?
accepting things I know won't last
were you always so indecisive
and when did you first become so insensitive
It seems funny now, how we became different people
trying to find meaning in something so futile
How we made everything so complicated
Tell me, was I the one that was fooled or was it you

Do I need to care to tell you this
I used to be able to, but I'm left with nothing now
Maybe I was the worst in all this
I should've known not to trust you
but maybe after everything, I wanted to believe in the simplicity
wanted to take a chance and worry about it later
why did I want this so bad, my dear stranger, why did I want to believe you
why did I think you could fill the emptiness, even in the slightest bit
were you always of such little importance to me or did I fool myself into thinking that you were
Tell me love, when did I lose myself





Kendinden baskasini umursar misin
yoksa hep umursarmis gibi mi yaparsin
Ikna edip sonra vazgecmek sana zevk mi verir
yoksa aldigin zevk her seyden vazgecebilecegini bilmenden mi gelir
Her seyi yaptiktan sonra mi dusunursun
Cozumlerini oldun olasi hep mi sisenin dibinde ararsin
Komik geliyor simdi, nasilda cozememisim seni, sen de beni
Soylesene yabanci ucuz olan sen miydin ben mi

Hep mi bu kadar kolay degistim
Senin isteklerine sonunu bile bile olur dedim
Hep mi bu kadar kararsizdin
Baskalarina karsi ne zaman bu kadar duyarsizlastin
Komik geliyor simdi
Bir gecede nasilda farkli insanlara donustuk
Ben sana uymaya calistim, sen bana
Anlami olmayan herseye kilif bulmaya
Basit bir sey nasıl hemen zorlasti
Soylesene yabanci kolay kanan sen miydin ben mi

Bunlari soylemek icin sana, umursamak mi gerekli
Eskiden belki ama elimde kalmadi simdi
En kotusunude ben yaptim aslinda
Guvenmemesi gereken sen degil bendim
O kadar seyden sonra belkide biseyin kolayligini sevdim
Neden olmasin diyim sonra dusunuruz dedim
Niye boyle dedim sevgili yabanci, neden buna bu kadar inanmak istedim
Neden bos olan icimi azda olsa doldurmani bekledim
Hep mi degersizdin benim icin, yoksa oyle olduguna yeni mi ikna ettim
Soylesene sevgilim ben ne zaman kendimi kaybettim











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