Who are you?

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why don't I know you?

If you're reading this maybe you already know me

maybe we've met

or maybe you think you know me, just like how I think I know you

Maybe one day I'll write about you

Maybe I've already forgotten your name

Maybe you never cross my mind or you never leave it

How many people turned out to be someone else?

How many people really knows you?

How many people broke you down, how many people do you miss

How many people did you start loving after you've lost them

Why are you a stranger to me

Why can't I call you by your name

I never knew you or perhaps wanted to believe that I did

Same as you and everyone else

maybe I became who you wanted me to be

or maybe you did

maybe I loved you or maybe I couldn't care less

You didn't understand me

I didn't know you

Did I deceive you or did you deceive me

maybe we fooled each other

or we just fooled ourselves

I am a stranger to you and you are to me

We will neither fully understand or know each other

and maybe we don't need to

Maybe no matter what I say

I prefer to keep it that way










Neden sana hep yabancı diyorum hiç düşündün mü?

Eğer bunu okuyorsan belki de beni tanıyorsundur zaten

veya tanıdığını sanıyosundur, tıpkı benim seni tanıdığımı sandığım gibi

Belki bir gün yazılarımın biri senin hakkında olur

Belki adını bile unutmuşumdur, seni hatırlamıyorumdur

Aklıma asla gelmiyorsundur veya hiç çıkmamışsındır

Kaç kişiyi tanıdığını sandın ama yanıldın?

Kaç kişinin gerçekten seni tanıdığını düşündün?

Kaç kişi kırdı seni, kaç kişiyi özledin?

Kaç kişiyi sevdiğini onu kaybettiğinde anladın?

Neden sana yabancı diyorum sevgili yabancı?

Neden seni tanımıyorum, neden bunu okuduğunu bildiğim halde adınla hitap etmiyorum?

Komik ama asla tanımadım seni veya tanıdığıma inanmak istedim

Tıpkı senin veya bir başkasının gibi

Belki olmamı istediğin kişi oldum

Belki sen benim

Belki seni çok sevdim, belki zerre kadar değer vermedim

Sen beni anlamadın

Ben seni tanımadım

Ben mi seni kandırdım sen mi beni?

Belki ikimizde birbirimizi kandırdık

yada sadece kendimizi

Yabancıyım ben sana, sen de bana

Birbirimizi asla anlamayacağız, tanımayacağız

Tanımamız da gerekmez aslında

Belki de ne dersem diyeyim

böylesini tercih ediyorumdur

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